It was a cold December Friday dark. Actually it was Christmas Eves. It was our hebdomad off from college after the test. It was my first twelvemonth. I had some yearss to wind off, hold some remainder and travel back to the college strong plenty. That twenty-four hours i had a hot day of the month with my fellow. James. We decided to travel and watch the top one film, ”a walk to retrieve ” , so travel to our eating house to hold a dinner and so a walk to the local park as ever. It was the topographic point we used to run into.

For those who do n’t cognize, i started dating James about six or seven months before. My pa said that I could n’t travel out on a day of the month until me 17 birth day of the month. He was rather rigorous. However, in the past I had a secret day of the month with one cat from my school, but this one was my first official day of the month. I got asked out on a day of the month when eventually I was 17.

My relationship with James was n’t a light-minded relationship as other adolescents used to hold in my age. It was a serious relationship. This is what I believed. As like he mentioned to me, he was looking at me serious.

The clip was nine. I was ready and waiting for James to come. Suddenly, my phone rang. It was him. ”Hey hon, I ‘m outside. Come out. ” I threw a speedy expression in the mirror, fixed my hair and do certain that I was reasonably for him. I said adieu to my parents and closed the door. James was in his trade name new 320i BMW auto. He had merely got it. He is 19 old ages old, and passed his driving trial. He got his driving license one month before. When I got in his auto, i gave him a speedy buss on the cheek as usual. I have n’t used lips to snog before. I decided to maintain my virginity virtuousness. Not a usual thing for most of the misss in my age, as they had sex from their 15. I was n’t traveling to destroy myself, but save it until my matrimony and give the most cherished thing that a adult female has to my one and merely love. James told me that he wanted to do love with me, but i did n’t desire. Even if it seemed that the whole thing was serious and even if he was my first love, it was n’t certain that we will remain together until matrimony, and so i decided to make n’t make it.

The film we saw was really good. I truly liked it. Then we went to Ni Hao. The Chinese eating house we used to travel, but besides the topographic point we foremost met. When we finished, he paid the measure and left from at that place. He ever was so sort. When we got in the auto he asked me if i wanted to travel for a walk in the auto.

”Well baby, it ‘s 12:00. I ‘ve got to be home by 2:00.

”Do n’t worry my love. We ‘ll be at that place by so. Let ‘s travel to the park. I ‘ve got something for you. ” He said while he gave my hair a soft shot.

”Hmmmm. Okay. Let ‘s go. ”

We arrived at the park and he stopped his auto. It started out romantic. When we got outdoors, he put me in his weaponries, and started walking.

”You expression so pretty tonight. ” He told me. I was gazing into his eyes. His beautiful large bluish eyes. When I used to look into them, I used to bury everything. Even if where we were traveling. It was like they had some charming.

Our local park was a really large topographic point. It was rather creepy at dark. I noticed that we were traveling in a shrub of trees. There, we stopped.

He hugged me, and started traveling his custodies lower. He grasped my buttocks. That was chilling. I was so annoyed off, and I pushed him off. He moved back, and so he hit me. He hit me so difficult and I fell on the land.

”No James. No. What are making? Have you gone brainsick? Please halt. ”

That ‘s what I said before he kissed me and lodge his lingua in my oral cavity. That was truly frightened. I was inquiring why he was moving like that. It was the first clip that person had of all time done that to me, and I started recognizing of what was go oning. Definately it was n’t good.

I was lying on the land. He was on top of me and I was seeking to him off.

”You are so sexy Rachel. I know that you want it. I want to be your first. ”

”Please halt. Stop it James. I do n’t desire this. Do n’t make it. ” I was imploring him with cryings in my eyes.

”Shut up, and do n’t travel. ” He screamed at me and lodge once more his lingua in my oral cavity. It was so disgustful.

It felt like snake pit. He was traveling on me and creaming me all over. I could experience his difficult thing on my bloomerss. His custodies were touching my organic structure.

He stopped for a 2nd and he stripped me. He took off my apparels and so my underclothes. Then i heard the nothing of his denims. My manus was thumping so rapidly. He looked at me and said ”you are so sexy bare. I want you. ” And licked my organic structure with his warm lingua. I shudder with fright. He was traveling to ravish me. I know it. I told myself. He pulled down his denims, his bloomerss and so. . . . He entered me so hard. It was so painful. I ca n’t depict how it felt. It seemed similar hours. I do n’t retrieve how long it lasted. He kept stating me to loosen up all through it. ”Just relax babe. I ‘ll be done. Relax. ”

I could n’t experience anything. My organic structure became asleep. After a few seconds his external respiration started to speed up and he started trembling and whispering ”Yeah. . . Yeah. . . ” . Then he froze.

I was all organic structure. There was blood all over my legs and my venereal country. He told me to repair myself up, and he zipped his bloomerss.

I hurried up and dressed myself. We got in the auto and drove me place. When we arrived at my place he told me ” Do n’t you make bold to speak or state what go on. ”

He gave me his shirt to cover my bloody pants and smiled to me. He even had the saddle sore to snog me. What a asshole. He had merely ruined my life.

I wanted to run and acquire instantly in the bathroom. I ran indoors and got every bit fast as I could in my room. Thanks God my parents were kiping and they would n’t detect me. In my haste, by chance I slammed the door. Incorrect move.

After a few seconds silent and dad came in my room. ”Ohh, it ‘s you honey. How was your day of the month with James? Did you have a good clip? ” Mum asked while she came in. I had to seek my cryings rapidly. I was sitting on my desk chair and I had to conceal my bloomerss so that she did n’t see the blood.

”Is everything Oklahoma dear? You look disquieted. ” Dad said.

”Actually we had a little battle, but it ‘s all right. ”

”Oh beloved, do n’t worry. Everything will be okay by tomorrow. You will see. ” Mum replied.

She came to give me a clinch. When she hugged me, she was the blood on the white chair.

”Rachel? ? What ‘s that? ” She asked me genuinely concerned.

”Nothing Dendranthema grandifloruom, do n’t worry. ” I told her, and so started shouting.

”Mark? Where did you travel? Come here ”

”What is it? I heard you shouting. ” He looked at her and so the blood on my chair.

I can conceive of how my pa felt and what he thought when he saw the blood on the chair and my denims.

”Rachel, told me what happened. Did you have sex? ” She was worried. She started shouting.

”No Dendranthema grandifloruom. I would ne’er hold done such a thing. It ‘s James. James. . . ” I could n’t go on. Mum and pa were left with their oral cavities broad unfastened. They understood. ”He raped me. ”

”What? Where? ” they both asked. They were really disquieted.

”Oh God. ” Mum said. ” Go acquire yourself cleaned up and we ‘ll travel to the constabulary. ”

”Yes hurry up. ” Father completed. ” I ca n’t believe what that mug did to our girl. ”

An hr subsequently, we were in the constabulary station. I told them what I had to state them. It was reasonably difficult for me to state what happened to me, because I was really aghast. Not merely aghast, but really dissapointed.

A hebdomad subsequently, I heard that James was sentenced for colza, and that he was traveling to imprison for 6 months.